Looking up
In all my dreams, we were holding on to each other so tight, as though letting go would be catastrophic. And in my last dream mere hours ago, you were 2-storeys tall…and I’ve never been happier.
In all my dreams, we were holding on to each other so tight, as though letting go would be catastrophic. And in my last dream mere hours ago, you were 2-storeys tall…and I’ve never been happier.
The day has finally arrived…in 6 hours, I will be legally married. God, it’s sounds so weird and grown-up. I can’t believe it’s really happening! If everything goes according to plan, it’d be a perfect day. But no matter how mush I strive for it, realistically, I have to accept that minor chaos will crop up along… Continue reading Day Zero -Lawfully Wedded
I’ll come right out and say it – I will be legally married this August end! So far, amidst the chaos, disagreements, arguments and threats of calling it off (this last one was admittedly always by yours truly), we have managed to go through all the necessary procedures. I hope I’m not jinxing myself by laying… Continue reading Getting Hitched – The Journey So Far
Hello, how have you been these days? Me, I haven’t been too well. It all started when my mum noticed a very slight swell in front of my throat area sometime in late 2014/early 2015. I had looked and looked but wasn’t sure if there really was a swell or if my neck had gotten… Continue reading Sickie – Living with Hyperthyroidism
I saw you in my dream, spoke to you, laughed with you, like we were never apart. I took in your kind eyes, your cheeky smile, your long, skinny legs. I could just sit there with you forever. I never wanted to wake. But I did, and you were gone, and my heart shattered for… Continue reading Only when I sleep
Oftentimes, like most humans, I find myself saying “I can’t wait for this day to be over”. I was just thinking today, this week can’t end soon enough, with all the pressing matters at work that fall only on my shoulders. Then I caught myself, and realized, hey, wishing for this week to be over is… Continue reading Time is an ass
The day seems to last forever As if it read my heart With passing time, will it fade? Except for your empty space Everything is the same My heart must be broken Can’t seem to accept that I sent you away All my love is now in vain I sent you away But my waiting… Continue reading For You It’s Separation, To Me It’s Waiting
Come on, brain… shut up already. Last night (or rather, this morning), after posting, I tossed and turned till almost 4am before I finally drifted off. Thank God I was working from home today, because my eyes could barely open by lunchtime. And now the cycle repeats. My thoughts have led my heart astray yet… Continue reading See You In My Dreams
It’s late, but I’m wide awake. Isn’t it strange, the way our minds’ clarity is at its peak at the same time you desperately wish to be asleep? Tonight, I used my state of consciousness to browse through some old emails. Old as in eight years back. I read some email that were sent to… Continue reading You Have Been The One For Me
Hi there… just dropping in to keep my blog alive. I’m all alone in a training room, while everyone else has gone for lunch. I had a bit of food from the cafeteria but it was so bad, I left most of it behind. On top of that, my stomach’s not feeling too well, so… Continue reading Sitting All Alone