In all my dreams, we were holding on to each other so tight, as though letting go would be catastrophic. And in my last dream mere hours ago, you were 2-storeys tall…and I’ve never been happier.
Hello, how have you been these days? Me, I haven’t been too well. It all started when my mum noticed a very slight swell in front of my throat area sometime in late 2014/early 2015. I had looked and looked but wasn’t sure if there really was a swell or if my neck had gotten… Continue reading Sickie – Living with Hyperthyroidism
I saw you in my dream, spoke to you, laughed with you, like we were never apart. I took in your kind eyes, your cheeky smile, your long, skinny legs. I could just sit there with you forever. I never wanted to wake. But I did, and you were gone, and my heart shattered for… Continue reading Only when I sleep
Oftentimes, like most humans, I find myself saying “I can’t wait for this day to be over”. I was just thinking today, this week can’t end soon enough, with all the pressing matters at work that fall only on my shoulders. Then I caught myself, and realized, hey, wishing for this week to be over is… Continue reading Time is an ass
The day seems to last forever As if it read my heart With passing time, will it fade? Except for your empty space Everything is the same My heart must be broken Can’t seem to accept that I sent you away All my love is now in vain I sent you away But my waiting… Continue reading For You It’s Separation, To Me It’s Waiting
Come on, brain… shut up already. Last night (or rather, this morning), after posting, I tossed and turned till almost 4am before I finally drifted off. Thank God I was working from home today, because my eyes could barely open by lunchtime. And now the cycle repeats. My thoughts have led my heart astray yet… Continue reading See You In My Dreams
It’s late, but I’m wide awake. Isn’t it strange, the way our minds’ clarity is at its peak at the same time you desperately wish to be asleep? Tonight, I used my state of consciousness to browse through some old emails. Old as in eight years back. I read some email that were sent to… Continue reading You Have Been The One For Me